Mar 16, 2011

My Dying Wish

Inside my body lay in me,
lay in me it can be
To prowl the night in an endless plead
The slide in glide of arrow flee
Into my eyes i see a glow to an ending final blow
Look and see for its me a million years of history
Just a tale with in a tale
My heart knows no bounday for its me don’t you see
I’m begging to be free
I’m not just one that lay in me
But to that haven’t seen allow me my one wish before you do… with my flesh
A faint whisper from me to you
the lick of teeth
the tiger speak
I beg of thee you’re ending me.

Feb 9, 2011

Me and the Long Road




I am walking on the road with the burdens and the load;
Where no one can spare neither one can share;
My joy and my griefs;
My lies and my beneath;
Where everyone gets the score;
On his deeds and more;
And gets his rewards for all his even and odds.
From there
If i look back i see many scattered tracks;
My past chapters of life and stories which I’ve survived;
Are all ready to be ready before i sleep to death;
And nothing of this sort I’ll see since, there won’t be any long road or me.



Aug 3, 2010

Media’s role in Social and Religious values

Constantly, neglecting the idea of Islamization in Pakistan under the political fundo’s of Islam and Socialism was keep creating an agony in me. I was never pleased by the Islamization storm blazing the soul of Islam and direct relation of this pure and sacred land neither I was happy to see the provocative, malicious standard of this newly deployed media. We were not happy when all the democratic powers did not rule out the importance of media by making it their own puppet nor did we appreciate the birth of media’s freedom under a dictator.

Some where, I realized that media was too young to handle that freedom just like a 19 years old guy out in his dormitories after high school jumping around and fusing marijuana. But, that 19 year old undergrad rookie does have other activities as well. Unlike, the media in Pakistan which is running out of software all the way. Copying and pasting lots of neighborhood programs and few international one’s but of them are better enough to make the vibe around.

Where, political talk shows hold all the lime light and the politician see it an opportunity, an honor to be invited by the one of the major anchor who hold all the right to tarnished his image. However, we have made equal space for our cult – religious; I’m saying cult-religious because we do not follow or practice the soul of our religion we just announce the combination of our religious attributes which go along our cultural Diaspora, our mothers prefer following them. I do not know the major and core impact of all these religious channels and religious talk shows except the claim to fame of these religious show anchor who later turned themselves out to be a “Islamic Scholar” without doing making any difference in society they do get enough modeling assignment’s that now Halal Ghee and Oil are selling on their name as they have turned out to be their brand ambassador.

Whereas, I see a complete change in an Islamic state who doesn’t bang the beat of being a successful Islamic state and socially, academically, technologically way ahead than rest of the Islamic state. It’s Malaysia I have always been fond of how they make it this big around the globe by making huge impact in technology where rest of the Islamic states doesn’t even care about except investing trillions of dollar per annum on consumer electronic products and various gadgets. How peacefully a small country like Malaysia expand its wing to have a slogan of the continent that “Malaysia Truly Asia”.

By far leading the other Islamic states Malaysian media has led the rest of the media of Islamic world by not copying those westernize program or if they do at least they have come up with something of their own roots. Something, that goes along the religious and moral values. Like in my country we never pay much attention on nominating Imam’s in mosque. Malaysian media has run a reality show to discover the best Imam for their mosque and for their society the one who can imbalance the religion Islam and social values of the society described in religion very clearly.

The 10-episode, prime time program sought to stimulate interest in Islam among the young and create some modern role models for them by combining a reality TV format with traditional religious teachings.

The show attracted interest in Malaysia and overseas as the good-looking contestants dressed in sharp-looking black suits recited verses from the Koran, sang religious hymns, washed corpses and slaughtered sheep according to Muslim rules, as well as counseled promiscuous young Malaysians. As the last man standing, Asyraf won a scholarship to the Al-Madinah University in Saudi Arabia, a job as a cleric at a mosque in Kuala Lumpur, a car, an iPhone, an all-expenses paid pilgrimage to Mecca, and a cash prize. Asyrak said he was delighted “not about me being the champion, but I felt happy the moment this program had reached the ears around the world.”“All the “Imam Muda” participants are very satisfied as our target is not about individual success, but our target is the success of the community, the success of youths and success of Islam itself,” he told reporters.

More than 1,000 Malaysians auditioned for the show but only 10 candidates were selected to battle for the young imam title, based on their understanding and practice of Islamic teachings. Imams are tasked with leading prayers and sorting out community problems at mosques in Malaysia where more than 60 percent of the 28 million populations are Muslim.

For the show Asyraf and the other contestants had to live an austere life away from families for three months, with no TV, Internet or phones and following strict learning schedules with prominent Islamic preachers. Each week the candidates were tested on their religious knowledge and assessed on how well they performed tasks with the final word down to former grand mufti of Malaysia’s national mosque, Hasan Mahmood. Producers of the “Young Imam” TV program at Kuala Lumpur pay-TV channel Astro Entertainment said they were delighted with its success although declined to release audience numbers. The network hoped the content would be of interest in other markets.

The grand finale of “Imam Muda” was streamed live on Internet in 16 countries, including the United States, United Arab Emirates, India, Canada and Germany, and a Facebook page for the show had attracted nearly 60,000 fans and made the contestants into local celebrities.

“From the content perspective we certainly want to be able to turn this into a format, to be duplicated, translated and replicated in other countries, in other markets,” said Astro Entertainment executive director Zainir Aminullah. – REUTERS

Jul 28, 2010

Air Crash, Media and Me

Waking up late in morning is the usual start of the day messing up with clothes and shoe and keeping eye on ticking wall clock and skipping TV channels. A shock of the day was waiting for me; plane crash at Margalla hills of the Airblue air bus on way from Karachi to Islamabad.

By the time I reached office my selfish esteem has taken out all the depression of that crashed and I was all in my work with my own thoughts. Until, some colleagues started discussing the crashed during the lunch time. I didn’t had much to say except “If not bomb blast there is plane crash for us”. I believe it’s the circumstances in the country and the de moralize nation’s attitude which I found in myself to be lost in own self miseries. However, after hearing colleagues discussion I opened some famous news URL’s and no wonder what I read and saw over their especially on Express Tribune.

The Tribune has published this conversation between Pilot and the control Tower,

Control tower’s first warning: You are getting away from the runway.
Pilot’s response: We can see the runway.
Control tower’s second warning: Turn to your left immediately, you are heading towards Margalla Hills.
Pilot’s response: We can see that.

And this is what they said CAA initial report is,

But, the pilot of the Airblue flight took a wrong turn and instead of going right, it moved towards the left side and ended up colliding with the Margalla Hills.

One can see clear that the report says that the pilot was asked to turn right… and he took left.. while the conversation between tower and pilot says another story

Our media, the media of Pakistan, which we see the only brink of hope in our country for this nation of Pakistan is no different from the other de moralizing factors for nation of Pakistan. All these news channels and e-news makers were busy in sensationalizing the issue. The news anchors and authors are being as critical as they have launched the MCCR (Micro Controller based Constant Current Regulator) by their hands and have installed Pappy lights on Runaway and hold the experience of making ICAO (International Civil Aviation Organization) policy.

One of the media anchor was asking the Management of Air Blue, “At what altitude airplane was flying ?” Was he in conversation with ATC? I meant for God sake instead of asking the rescue formations these guys are interested in getting investigative report that includes all the technical parameters.

Once, these media guys confirmed the number of passengers they had started a score card as Pakistan was playing against Australia and some runs are left to win.. One can say different number of death and injured numbers on each channel.

I do not know how to conclude this sensationalize attitude of media because I know tomorrow I will be discussing Pakistan versus England scorecard with my friends on various chat messengers and will show a min grief over this crash.

Prayer for Justice

You came to set men free Lord
Yet men are still bound by oppression
To proclaim your justice Lord
But still injustice is rife in your world.
You came in love but men preferred hatred
You came in peace but men preferred war
How shall we show the world your care Lord?

The Lord says:
Where man is oppressed – proclaim my freedom.
Where injustice rules – let my justice be known.
Where there is violence – I give you my peace
Where there is hatred – I give you my love.

Lord show that you care through us your people that we might be:
For freedom and against oppression
For justice and against injustice
For love and against hatred
For love and against violence
That we may follow the example of his messengers. Amen